Feeling(s) ♥

What is this ?

i'm always confuse about this feelings ..

what happen with me ? am i crazy ? why i'm always pretend to be happy like this ?

this feeling(s) always make me feel empty, i cant understand why i'm like this ..

this feeling ..

my world 

my heart ..

him ..

every thing ..

this is who i am .. a girl who always try to be happy .. pretend that i am not sad ..

this is who i am .. a girl who loves a boy that never knows what feeling is this ..

and , this is who i am .. a girl who enjoy any rules about love ..

in my life , because of my parents ..

because of him ..

because of my friends

because of my cousins ..

because of every thing ..

now .. i'm understand what love is it XP

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